In many times recently, I really often feel guilty for many things I did. I always hate the guilty feeling, but I didn’t know what I should do. I don’t know why,,,but I always want to cry n screaming.
I hate this,,,I hate that,,, I never feel satisfied… It’s really such a painful life I think…But, I can do nothing…The most awful thing for me is I feel I’m so far from my Jesus, although actually He always be with me… My tears also wasn’t out although I had cried so much inside my heart… Ohhh,,,please help me,,,say, what should I do???
All my plans do not go well,,, My final project is not finished yet and it is almost deadline.. I feel that I am the most stupid person in this world…I’m nothing,,,I’m nothing…I screamed this thing day by day and felt down so deeply..
Thank You my Lord,,,This nice greeting is not enough to express all Your kindness for me… In this hard condition, You give me one of my best friends to make me a little relax… Having fun, sharing many stories n things, make me think that yeachhh I’m special…I’m special for You, for her, for my families, n for others….
It’s also right that I’m nothing… I’m really nothing without You, but I can do everything in You… Nothing possible in Your name… I believe it… But, dear Jesus, please help me to keep this beautiful faith of mine and Never Leave me Alone…
